These last couple years have been a time of wonder and awe for me. God has brought me down paths that I did not even know existed. I have thought thoughts and pondered ideas that I had only given a passing look at in the past. I have, as was pointed out to me a couple of weeks ago, been struck with what was termed theological angst. This has come about as I have begun to ponder on the theology of spiritual formation.This path will be played out in my doctoral work over the next year of so. All this is background to a dream that is beginning to form.
I want to preface this by saying that I really do enjoy my current job and if this is where God keeps me I am good with that (for my boss if he where to read this). The dream I am having thought is much different than this. It is a dream of God size proportion. It involves the creation of a ministry whose purpose is to develop a retreat center where people can come and ponder, listen, and reflect on God and how God is working in their life. This would include both personal/private retreats as well as more structured retreats for small groups of people. I don't know what this will look like, but they would be based on the works of Dallas Willard, Richard Foster, Henry Nouwen, Erwin McManus and others. This would be a non-denominational center rooted in the life and ministry of Jesus Christ. This part of the dream is in part the reality I live right now.
The God part comes with where I would love to see this go. I have stumbled upon an old farm (78 acres, barn, granary, milking house) for about $200,000. I could imagine converting the barn into a small retreat center (you have to check my brain for what that would look like). I would also love to build some cabins around the property for the private retreats. Here is what I don't know. I don't know if this portions of the dream is my dream/fantasy or if it is God's dream for me. What I do know is that I don't have the half million dollars or so to make this a reality. I don't even know where to turn other than to God. It is at this point that I wish I were a bit more entrepreneurial.
Prayer, wisdom, and insight is welcome from all. Thanks.
1 comment:
Scott, I like your dream! If it's of God, he will not let it die. It may look somewhat differently to God, however, but the seed is planted. Of course, there is always the delicate balance between running ahead of our Lord and lagging behind him.
Have you checked around and looked at similar sites/ministries? It seems to me there are several. Bob
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